Last night sucked. The past three days have been severely sucking for me...which is odd because none of it even has to do with me really. Well I suppose I'm in the middle of it. My best friend falling head over heels for my brother, whilst having a boyfriend. Her being asked to prom by him, and then making up a totally ludicrous lie so she didn't have to, then having my parents find out, and me being the only one able to clear it up. My other good friend falling head over heels and making out with my brother's friend...whilst having a boyfriend. A date to prom only as friends with someone who wants it to obviously be something more, when it could probably never escalate to that level anyways. A set of parents who think everything that I've been doing is wrong. And that everything is honestly falling apart. And there's only one person I ever care to talk to about any of it. I love him more than anything. I almost said something to him last night, but I would've felt foolish. But I guess it's the truth. And I have some girl telling me to get over him. Saying he doesn't care about me and that he's a loser and blahblahblah. Honestly...maybe I'm a sucker. But I trust him with more than I'll ever trust anyone else with. I don't want to go to prom too much anymore. I don't want to go to Golden Skate tonight anymore. I just want to be in your arms...and to know that things will be alright.