Is the guy of my dreams. I love him more than fucking life itself. I don't know how I could explain the way he makes me feel. He's the reason I smile. The reason I giggle randomly during the day. He means so much to me...and we aren't even 'together', but I'd risk my life for him. The time we spend together is amazing, even if it's only for the 12 minutes we spend sitting on the bus, and the 5 minutes we probably spend holding hands. He's got such an original laugh, and it makes me warm inside when I get to hear it. And god...let me tell you about his smile. He tries to hide it...but when you can catch a glimpse of it...it lights up the whole room. Correction: It lights up my whole life. See, I could honestly go on and on about this boy. He's the most important person I've encountered my whole life. I don't know what I'd do without him. I'd be nothing... I trust him with my deepest secrets and I'd trust him with my very life. I miss him very much right now...he makes me feel better than anybody ever could. And don't you ever think there's going to be somebody to take his place. I should hit you in the face if you even so much as assume that. Because he's occupying a spot in my heart that's never going to need replacement. I love him. With all my heart. And I swear I'm going to until the day I die..