Damn. So the guy I loved to death who was afraid to kiss girls and thought drugs were for losers is a semi-stoner who loves to party and doesn't need a relationship when he can just screw around with a girl instead.
It's weird...
I think everyone I grew up with has changed but me.
I don't go to parties, I won't do drugs, I've never been drunk. Fuck, I've hardly even made out with a guy. I just like to color in Winnie The Pooh coloring books.
I feel really ugly and sad right now.
And I'm home alone, yet again. So I keep thinking somebody is going to come and kill me. Loneliness sucks.
And so does time. It just keeps passing me by. Forgetting that I need to grow up sometime too :/
I really admire you for not going to parties and not doing drunks and drink by the way. I think that's awesome. I don't do drugs but I'm a pretty bad drinker (even at my age! oh god.) So yeah. Just thought I'd say that. :)
but i haven't yet, either.
i have never reallyy kissed a guyy..or if i did, it wasn't with someone special.
just stupid craziness from when i wasn't paying attention.
i've onlyy been semi-drunk once, too.
during school, but myy friend made me promise to never do so ever again.
ugh, stupid promises.
we'll grow up, i guess.
but we'll have much more fun first coloring winne the pooh coloring books. (=