I'm Sick, It sucks! And, All this time I've had free I haven't done anything! I feel like I haven't talked to anyone real in a year, except for a couple sentences to the cab driver on my way home yesturday. I miss people, and I miss smiling. I just go out an wander.. not that it's not an adventure in itself. I mean, I like having time to myself. But this is alot. Feeling like a crazy person, having conversations in my brain & recording myself talking to music. When I'm sick, my brain gets really raw. And i get a little wonked. It's even worse, not having people there, to ground you to reality. .. I'm just floating up with the fog.