yes that is right, I feel alone in this world. I have no one to turn to now that Mar isn't the same, the things we used to do.... I just told the person I love the most in my life, that I would talk to him in a few days because I need to get back to where I belong and I need to figure myself out. I didn't tell him in that way, but you get my drift. I only wish to love again, the way I used to