am I the person everyone thinks they can push around? why do they think I am alone in my life? its not like they know me....so just shut up! I hate bitches who think they know everything...if it was legal, I'd kick their ass before they had another critisizing comment about me... let me show you the real me...and I promise you won't think it is me. behind the sticks, the drums...I really feel my life coming to life and the music coming to me. in school I am alone, all the time...I go in the bathroom to cry. I go home to pound on my drums and think they are the preps and bitches I hate in my life.. my life is a horror movie, it can get worse and I dont want it to, by 9th grade I will be in a foster home...kissing up trying to get out and see my family again...even though i dont see them now