and after a boring week...

Feeling: neurotic
=/ i'm feeling really frucked-up right now.. my mind's all over the place and i KNOW nobody is going to read this, but i'd be really grateful if someone did... Okay. First of all, my best friend, who's been my best friend for about maybe 3 years ... well. She's a prep. She listens to stuff like Shaggy and Pink on the bus to school. (she isn't on the same bus as me. just... i have witnesses) What's worse is, she pretends to be all gothic with me, and cause she's got more money, she LOOKS more gothic than me, therefor gets more people liking her. Grrrrr. Isn't fair. Next, it feels like everyone hates me. I can think of a few people who NEVER talk to me, who used to. But they don't anymore. I mean, WHAT'S WITH THAT? WHAT'D I DO? Then, there's Nathan and Gyml. No explaining needed there. (solve and alchemist will understand) I haven't talked to Dylan for ages and he's really angry and upset.. so now if he DOES come online i'd be too nervous to talk to him =/ and lastly, SOMEONE JUST PHONED MY MOBILE ! who the hell could it have been? o_O hopefully someone would've read that. Though i doubt any of you self-obsessed assholes would have the time.
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Heya, got grounded for a week, I'm back now, It's not that I'm angry or upset, I'm just somewhat... crazy now... cuz one of my best friends tried to kill themselves, I honestly do still love you, and want to talk to you again : )
[Anonymous]
hey. murderdolls are sooo ace!!! hmm i just commented to elt you know i read your diary, comment mine sometime xxx vicky
[Anonymous]
Hmmm. Well I read it!! Hay sarahs not looking gothic at all! the blonde hair, bah wheres the dark colours lol, its a goth gone wrong!
[Anonymous]
Yup I understand the N & G stuff...And hey, I havn't spoke to you in a while...So we gotta sit and have a chat some time. Catch up. Shane.
[Anonymous]
o wait stop the fucking car!! Sarah may be a prep but fuck it man, you got a friendship with her havn't you..a long term friendship, fuck the music its just the surface...Fuck the groups, the names!! ignore it and continue your friendship....Dont throw it away cus shes listens to pop! So fucking what!! Know what i mean, everybody is there own person wether we like it or not, sarah may be afriad to tell you cus you will stop tlking etc
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