i just feel like curling up and dying. if you want to know. and i have been acting like such a self-pitying, self-centred bitch to Dylan... and Dylan.. you don't deserve to be treated like how i've just treated you. i am really, truly sorry.. and i will do ANYTHING to prove how sorry i am... i should never EVER have treated you like that.. you are the LAST person I should be bitchy to. ... and i have to go... goodbye.