Today I don't feel like I know my friends. Or, I don't feel like any of them know me. I think it is because I often try to spare my friends' feelings so much that I hide the real me. I feel like I cant be honest with them. This is something that is really hard for me because I like being honest, I like being straight-forward and I like telling people what I really think. But I think it has been backfiring on me lately. People are so sensitive. I don't know if anyone will ever really understand me I need to stop looking to other people to make me happy