why do i feel like shit? all i wanted was to make sure i was the only one. no more secrets. no more hiding just me. but there i go again fucking up things that matter most to me. the thing i dont want anything to go wrong with, no drama. always tends to be the thing i screw up. im sorry. i just wanted to make sure, for myself. you kept secrets big secrets from me. so that i wouldnt get hurt/not being friends/getting over you. i didnt want it to be the same. things lead me to think it was becomming that way. n yes dare i say it.... because of things on myspace. fuck my life! god i feel like a bitch. but you say things are fine, but i still feel this way. ahghgggghagdhasghasgryhs;cvn;aoi hpawo;fhnuhf fuck fuck fuck. bitches nthe hoes. i guesss i'll leave my ranting now. you said things were fine. nothing was wrong, that you loved me and that everythings good. i believe you. and love you too