never ever ever understands a thing!!

Feeling: woozy
Ok i swear my mom doesnt get or understand any thing about me no matter what i say... she just blanks out what i or interupts me and then only believes what she think she knows... agh! i swear that lady makes me soo mad.... so yeah i wanna drop spanish really bad its an F and i know its not going up at all first she said that she would thinka bout it and now she had a major mood change and my options are: 1. Drop spanish 2 and then be grounded to the max until the school years over. 2. Stay in spanish and be still grounded until i raise up all my grades..... WHAT THE FUCK! those are the same options bassically cuz im raising my other too bad grades (D's) but i mean im trying with the spanish but she thinks that its as easy as when she was in highschool and so if she did it i can too and she thinks foothill isnt that hard.... but how the hell would she know i dont see her taking my classes let alone gonig to that school now... but whatever... shes lame and pissing me off and so amanda wants to run away! haha oh yes i would so go for that if it was to get away from my mom. no one else in my house is a problem to me at the moment and plus where the hell woudl we go and with no money? we got to figure that one out and then hey u never know.... Lame mom, always scrwing everything up...... no matter what the senario is..... (45)
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lauren! call me some time, i don't remember the last time you called just because, and i'm trying to get closer to people. so yeah, talk to ya later!
[Anonymous]
im sorry your mommas being a little shit head lol thats what parents are best at though i suppose! love you tonz jessy!
[Anonymous]
in the quiet hour i await only for YOU Cuz i want to know you more,i want to know you, i want to hear your voice..
[Anonymous]
im sorry i hope it gets better