working for 8 hours today was not fun at all. for a moment i thought, ok this cant be too bad. then it went down hill and just sucked from there on. tomorrow im going to either call and make an appointment or go down to county and see my counselor. its something ive been putting off since the last time i went, but im def in need of a talk with sumone who wants to listen. last night i went to bed early and i watched Say Anything.. and i fall in love with that movie over and over when i watch it. tomorrow i have to work 5 til close and thats not gonna be any fun either. i just drank an entire glass of iced tea and im prolly gonna be wide awake now..ugh i keep counting down the days until i go to north carolina. i cant even put into words how much i need to get out of here and theres nowhere else i would rather go. ok well maybe there is but realistically, i miss that part of my family. and i always have so much fun with them. plus its just gorgeous and relaxing down there. i love it.. i wish i could live there. if i wanst already going to st.elizabeths i would most def look in to transferring and going to like NC state or something and live in the apartment in the upstairs of my grandmas new house. this whole entry has proved to be oxymoronic and on that note im going to get another glass of tea. - if theres no one beside you when your soul embarks, then ill follow you into the dark -