"And I don't wanna fall to pieces I just want to sit and stare at you I don't want to talk about it And I don't want a conversation I just want to cry in front of you I don't want to talk about it Cuz I'm in Love With you" so we got reseated for band today...and... i got moved up into Wind Symphony. III-2 .. when i saw it posted on the list i almost started crying.. :-( im so upset. i want to go back down. i wanna sit next to Melinda and be Principal clarinet in Blue & Gold band. WHYYYY cant they be nice to me :-( now i sit next to fuckin Partica and Lori Le...they hate me ..i hate them..its one big hatefest!!!! i dont wanna be there.. i dunno what to do...band blows :-| other than that i had an OK day... caitlin informed me she wants to get tickets to see The New York Ballet- ABA performance of the NutCocker..yes not the Nutcrakcer ...the NutCocker im a nerd..i went to Barnes and Nobles to get a book for my mom..and i walked out with 5 for myself...MAJOR PROBLEMS lol i think i just grabbed everything cuz i was getting nervous that half the books i picked up were all about being gay and coming out... Lauren <3