how can u be happy when the one person that makes u happy is sad? :-( well Maryland was great..we went 2-5. not bad games tho..lots of mistakes a couple injuries...but other than that it was good. bonding was so much fun u girls are great <3 panthers on three 1..2..3.. PANTHERS!!!! just chillaxin at home now..bored no one to talk to so i figured id post since i havent in a reallllly long time. i dunno just kinda liek the same old shit i guess so its like why would anyone want to read about that. but o well i guess u can if u want to. this may never start we could fall apart and id be ur memory lost ur sense of fear feelings insincere cannot be ur memory so get back back back to where we lasted just like i imagined i could never feel this way ( i love this song and i LOVE Sugarcult! ) its 9:19..... Memorial Day Conert Tomorrow..then seeing alex i think? i dunno...we havent talked :-( i have another diary now...this is my main one..but i made another one just for my poetry and stuff.. [ x0ximbr0k3n ] i hafta update that one a lot to get all my poems on there...so im out for now.. Lauren <3 lev lots of comments plz :-)