Listening to: Losing My Grip-Avril Lavigne
Feeling: crushed
ive been sitting here for over an hour trying to figure out exactly what to write and frankly...i just dont know. i dont know what to say. my life fucking sux as of now. the only thing i have is music. im ready to fuckin kill myself. (not that i actually would) i hate how i go in and out of being depressed. shit just never goes my way ,and i always get fucked.
prom is friday :-D
not having any friends mite not be so bad after all.. :-|
lev comments....
Lauren <3
haha did you read the fight im getting into in my diary with some dumb asses!
are you going to prom? Have fun if you are! i wish i could go back!!!
i feel explosive.
and ure diary is so fcking... explosive!
it happens... being depressed..then not being depressed... and again.. and again.. i guess u get used to it... the only bad part is when ure no longer able to tell the difference...
HOPE THAT DOESNT HAPPEN TO YOU!
;)
so...u like avril... =)
Life sucks so heh. =/
-psychoxbunny-
-Sarah-
the only bad thing is that every time i see her she gets more... "pop"
but whatever =)