My uncle died yesterday. im still in shock i think. its so hard, our whole family is so close. and i dont know what to do. I want to cry a lot but i dont.. the viewing is tomorrow night & the funeral is wednesday. im missing school. how could I go to school & miss that?.. how could I feel okay doing that? i ran to danielles cause kayla was there when i found out he had a heart attack and started crying when she hugged me.. then max came over and my mom called and told me he didnt make it and i just fell apart. i felt bad ruining max's time.. My uncle was one of the sweetest men there was. we always went swimming in his pool and he always fixed the rocks around it.. He loved christmas at our house. it hurts.. rest in peace uncle carl.