What am i to him?

Feeling: confused
I dont know what to do...I feel as if i dont know cody at all..that he and i dont go well as a couple..im wondering why are we making a fool of ourselfs when we both know deep down that it wont work... I know i am starting to fall for a friend who i shouldnt..especially if he just got out of a 2 yr relationship and is heartbroken..but yea... he and i spent this years halloween together...saw movie with his cousin and her bf..we saw The Departed...it was good..and now hes over here at my apt alseep on my couch..and just have this urg to kiss him or something..but no..*slaps hand* no jess, bad jess... but yea he promise to take the bus with me back up to bakersfield so i can visit my bro...and then he started saying how it seems and feels like he has known me for a LLLOOOOONNNNNGGGG time...like for years and that he could talk to me about anything and thats its good.. and that no matter what i will always be his friend he wont let me go......god i am so falling for this guy..what am i to do??
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