Is It Wrong?

Listening to: Westlife- I Cry
Feeling: alone
Is It Wrong Is it wrong for me to want him to come back to me, and realize what an idiot he was. Is it wrong that I still have feelings for him, when it's apparent he has none for me? Or that I still want him after his reaction to what I told him? How he had no compassion about it? Is it wrong that at night when I lay there hugging my pillow I wish it was him instead? Is it wrong that when I'm bored or feeling down I think of calling him, Just to hear his voice? Is it wrong that every time I close my eyes I see his face? And it makes me sad to know that when he closes his eyes he only sees darkness? Is it wrong that it shatters my heart to see him? Even more so when I see him with another girl? Is it wrong for me to want to hear him say 'I love you' and mean it? That I believed it when he said it before? Is it wrong that I want to hear him tell me he couldn't live without me? That he couldn't imagine his life without me by his side? Or how he couldn't last another moment without knowing that I'll love him forever? Is it wrong that I've dreamt about him and I? And what we could have been? Is it wrong that I long to hug him forever, because we're too comfortable in each other's arm to move? Is it wrong that I would rip my heart out to make him happy, even though he wouldn't return the gesture? That even though he broke my heart I'd do it all over again, for those moments of happiness? Is it wrong for me to want him to want to be with me like I want to be with him? Is it wrong that every night near closing time I look out the window at the street, in hopes that tonight is the night he tries to get me back? Is it wrong that I'm in love with a Hippo?
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