Yesterday while I was tidying my room, for the inspector who came today and I came across these notes that I had written a while back... " Date: Nov. 4th-ish As I sit here with tears rolling down my face I realize, I'm not who I've always thought I was, the once 'me' doesn't exist now... or maybe she never existed and I just tricked myself into believing I was her." I was going to make this an entry a while back, but I didn't have the time to enter it. *#* I love you Date: Nov. 13-ish Never before have I seen or heard 3 little words that can tear your heart out and cause such heartache. -Later Meaghan.