that aboot sums my mood up.. the past 24 hours have kinda sucked lol last night meaghan's heart was really bothering her which scared me really bad as well as nikki so she got her brother to take us to the hospital, a few mins there meaghans parents show up freaked as well, she went in and aboot 2 hours later came out with an appointment for an ultra-sound today which said she has muscle contractions and heartburn.. highly doubt thats the problem but lets hope for the best and that whatever it is passes cause i dont want anything to happen to her today i went and seen her to retrieve some stuff.. she was doing better, we laid on the bed and cuddled most of the time which was cool. then i had to book for dinner, on the way back i was nearly home and my back tire blew.. great.. my means of gettin places is gone now and i aint spendin cash on a new one so now im bikeless.. again tonight i tried to convince my mom to let me go to aimee's(one of the assistant managers at my work) bbq potluck party tomorrow night but she went nuts and wanted a shitloada info on it. i told her i'd get it but i forgot to ask meaghan to ask if she could go so now i cant go cause i have no way that my parents will accept of getting there(if you read this sweetie i didn't want you to go just so i could get a ride i sware, i really wanted you to come too <3) so now i prolly gotta go see my sis who i haven't seen in 16 years.. yeah fuck that im done now.. i hope meaghans heart thinger goes away soon