okay.. so ive decided to screw the whole password thing, and say fuck you to everyone who makes assumptions about about what i say on here. First off - i would like to point out that i use this thing to vent out the thoughts in my head. most of which happen to be irrational. but isnt that the point? to figure out wtf is going on.. .yeah. usually. dumbfucks Secondly - this is a trashcan for all of my stupid little things. and frankly if your gonna be a prick - piece off. thank you kindly and Thirdly - i dont give a shit Now - I will finally make another entry about whatever it is that i am doing right this second. so fucking deal with it. But I digress....... i'm bored. unbelievable shit has happened this week with everyone that i know. its terrible. i'll talk about it later cuz i cant type about it right now cuz i'll probably start crying. But to give you a little taste of whats to come.. people are dying, children are crying, and i cant mother the world. things are confusing with my own important relationships that i cant figure out because its difficult to talk to some people about some things.not even some things, but most things. but i guess i gotta work on that... love you