"Fantasies must be unrealistic. The minute you get something, you don't, you can't, want it anymore.To exist, desire needs absent objects. So desire supports itself with crazy fantasies. This is what Pascal means when he says the only time we're truly happy is when day-dreaming about future happiness. Or the way we say, "the hunt is sweeter than the kill" or "be careful what you wish for." Not because you'll get it, but because you're doomed to not want it if you do. Think about it next time you're at a wedding."
WHY DO i DRINK! BECAUSE I CAN WRITE
AND ICNA FEEL AND EXERT MY WORDLESS PRESSURES UNTO PAAPER AND FREE THE EXCESS FROM MY MIND IN SUCH A THERAPUTIC WAY THAT I BECOME DEPENDANT ON WHAT WAS ONCE
I DREAM IN POOLS
OF LIQUFYED DREAMM
TOUCHED ORGARSM
PAINTED ONTO THE RROOFS
OF CHILDRENS HIDEAWAYS
WE PLAY AND BLAME
AND ARE TOO SICK&HOT
TO
BREATHE THAT KINDLY,
EMOTION IS FICKLE AND BEAUTIFUL
AGAINST YOUR SKIN
"IT IS BETTER TO BE VILE THAN VILE ESSSSSTEEMED" SAID MY NAM SHAKESPAERE
to please
and plead and proda and misgive yourselfinto substance
THAT IS LIFE,