he's fucking retarded. i need to just be able to sit face to face with him and not be teased. he's never serious. and what am i supposed to say? + something wierd was going on. for some reason he couldn't tell me a lot of things. 'i wouldn't want to know' ? .. and he put me in a bad mood for so long. finally i forget about him + i check my messages- voice mail ... texts .... "kimmy im sorry i don't want to lose you over this" w h a t t t t t ? wow, and so thinking he's sorry for making me upset.. and lying or - whatever he was doing.. . . i call him + he pulls more bullshit. he just think teasing me is funny. teasing is not a good word, it makes it sound okay. anyway, we'll see what happens today