how things were going to end up.. I would have never stopped kissing him. I regret pulling away so that we could go find our friends. I wish I had taken his hand and not gone up to the party. I wish I had stayed down by the parking lot - I wish too much. I spent 75cents in the wishing fountain at the mall today. We went to the mall.. me+ern and some friends. and *oh great* boy#1 shows up. I made so many wishes in there. None of them came true.. not that they would have. Before he left I was leaning on the front of his car making a phone call. + he had to go so her started driving. + I stayed sitting on the front of the car. Through the whole parking garage. I wasn't the slightest bit scared.. know why? because I was looking right at him. + I had worse things to be afraid of. like how badly my heart has been broken.