I Want You To Want Me

Feeling: sluggish
5:12 PM I could really do with a good nap. My eye itches. And I want this cd. Good soundtrack. I'm in love with the song I'll Be. Now I understand why relatives don't shop for you, they just send you money. Today was...interesting? I dunno. I'm ready to go home. I really am. Next Tuesday will be four months. I'm in love. With the Goo Goo Dolls. Mmm...if anyone has any of their stuff and they are gonna see me soon, want to let me bring you a cd so you can burn it? Or something like that. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 5:49 PM I'm scared to fly by myself in January. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 8:35 PM Tarzan was on...but my little brother changed it. Cute movie. I have such a thing for Disney movies. I think I'll put on the Lion King at 9 once he goes to bed. That way no one can see me cry. Yeah...that's me. The girl who cries during the Lion King. It's SOO sad though! Mufasa DIES! Everyone who thinks I'm a loser...well...just...I dunno. It's sad!!! *sob* Breaking into motel swimming pools and reaking havoc on our world No one has any clue how much I LOVE the ataris. Mmmmm. They are so awesome. Chelsey left me again. I love that girl. She's so incredibly funny and awesome. I dunno. MSN is evil, I'd rather be hanging out with these people in real life. Scottie went over to Liz's to give her cds. I was jealous. I WANNA SEE LIZ!!! Hehe. And sit and talk for 45 minutes in the freezing cold. Liz! If Scott gets sick and dies, I'm blaming you! Teehee. Since you didn't invite him in. I called you like 5 times to figure out what was taking so long but noooo! You didn't pick up. Retarded child:P Boxers and tank tops don't provide much warmth. I'm freezing. I keep shivering randomly. How pathetic is that. You'd think I'd go put more clothes on, but no. It's me. Ummmmm....telephone is laying in front of me, as is Pita(Peter)(my camera...). Nothing to do with either of them. I really wish someone would get online. Like Teresa or Liz or Chambers or Amy. Or someone else that I have a real conversations with. Alex owes me their demo cd and a bracelet. I'm excited. I love Alex. He's such a sweet, awesome kid. He has changed a lot since last October. Last October...was scary. I dunno. Me and my irrational fears. But oh my gosh. Back to the fear of flying. SOOO scary!! It's not hte actual flying part, it's boarding the plane and getting off and finding the shuttle. Scary. Scary scary scary. Hehe. But I'll be fine! I WILL! I SWEAR!!! Can I call you if there's an emergency? Um anyways....nothing more to write. Katherine is crazy tired and will probably go to bed soon so 'night all.
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I would be too...
Flying by yourself would be scary, but just think you're going to UTAH!!!!
I know, it's a sad movie! *Sob sob* So cute...so lovable!!!!