Life has been really crazy lately, lots of drinking, and soo much laughing. I've been having the time of my life, thinking I should do things but leaving them till later, which is bad, but i cant help it. I just wanna have a good time... maybe i'm hiding from my priorities.. Whatever. I had a looong talk with T this weekend at a bar... I think we're actually friends now.. i dont like him like that anymore. I mean seriously.. i realized that he doesnt give me butterflies and thats what I need.. thats what I want.. I want fire and heat and passion. I'm just glad we're at a good place now! :D He actually calls me now. I want to be around someone who makes me nervous.. like excited to see them but not want to mess it up. I want to feel like I'm in fifth grade again...

i'm looking for someone that gives me butterflies.

not headaches.