There is something lingering at the bottom of my stomach. I think its the revelation that i'm leaving for college in 2 months, maybe its the fact that i'm going to have to say goodbye to the fam bam and the friends i actually like.... i'm getting bummed out, verry bummed out. me and jessica had a long talk about school the future.. just everything and I'm just so excited and nervous for life! i have orientation at the end of the month... i hope i'm not awkward and just have a good time.