I dont know if i should stay. Live journal works. It wont leave me hanging when i really need it. This is a place i can go to leave my thoughts out to dry. To simmer in the light of acutally being written out. I dont know if i should stay of if i should go. sitdiary is so unreliable, god this sucks. but i know this place like the back of my hand,livejournal is like some weird unknown. but there is so much history here.... i need to grow up and i think that means letting go of the past. I'm moving towards my future. all my loves. p.s why does it feel like i'm about to loose a bit of my self? this thing has been a record of every stupid boy crazy politcally nuts ambitious thought i have ever conjured up. I'm not going to delete this. This is just going to be my last post .... maybe. again. all my love.