Andy's grandfather died. I feel bad for her becuase he was her favorite. We're still talking about death and bad things in most of my classes. Dev pysch has been all about old people and all I can think of is Grammy or Pops. I hate it now. That class becuase it's been like two weeks of it and I just sit there, take notes and try not to cry. I'm so tired all the time this week. Good news: I found funny fanfiction I only have 83 more pages to read in my depressing India book Izzy and I had a great talk tonight I told drummer John about how I feel when he puts down my religion and he understood I got to hang out with Mat and Roman a bit today Patrick, from Ghana, came and spoke in the accursed geo class. He's so happy and it was uplifting. I wish I was as strong as he is. Bedtime now. I miss people