two poems

Anti-Savior You wanna strip me bare. You want me to save you To fix it and make it better. You say that you don¡¯t But I know that you really do. Well I can¡¯t! Not right now. Now I need to focus on me. On MY pain On MY problems. I need to heal I¡¯ve been torn apart By too many people Who said ¡°I love you¡± And now I need To find my own love ¡¦ Just for me. So back off bitch This is MY time. I can¡¯t save you Until I¡¯ve saved myself. I¡¯m just a selfish whore Who doesn¡¯t want your attention Right now. I have others But I really need me. So till then I can¡¯t save you I can¡¯t set you free. I can¡¯t be strong I¡¯m just me. I really sorry But I¡¯m you¡¯re Anti-Savior. Trapped I¡¯m feeling boxed in. I feel like you¡¯re backing me up Into a corner where I can¡¯t leave. Back up! Just back the fuck up! I¡¯m feeling trapped. I¡¯m feeling suffocated. You keep pushing and pushing And I don¡¯t want that. I like space. I NEED space. I don¡¯t wanna be held Unless I ask. I don¡¯t wanna be told Where to go and how to feel. I¡¯m done with that shit. I need to be independent. Things need to be on my terms. For once Just for fucking once! You don¡¯t even know me How could you? How could anyone When I don¡¯t know myself? So stop! Back off! Don¡¯t trap me. I¡¯ll freak out. I can¡¯t breathe Back up. I won¡¯t be trapped.
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