The other day, a few of my friends and i were sitting around and talking, and one of my friends brought to my attention that she had a mickey mouse cell phone cover. The cover has a picture of minnie mouse and mickey, and it says "love" across the back. Well, my friend is kinda weird, and she spelled out the word (which is an accomplishment for anyone at my school) and she was like "l-o-v-e. . do you know what that means??" and one of my other, slightly more cynical friends cleverly retorted with "No, she's never had anyone express those kinds of feelings toward her before!" or something to that effect. . . This made me think. I know that i shouldnt have taken what he said seriously, but i kinda thought about it for a while. . and i realized. . he's right. This is kinda depressing. . and it makes me sad. And i know its just kinda me blathering on about my sad life, and in a way it is, but . . . its not! lol I just want to feel it . . if only for one day. . i just want to feel. . . loved.