so i am in a definate mood, but i can't explain it...i know my mood is longing, but i am not sure if thats the righ tword for me right now. i have this guy i actually really like, and well i know its not love...which it could grow to become...but its most definately not lust. i cant stop smiling...hehe! well i don't know what to do! damn my nonexisting backbone! i wish i could tell him how a really feel! i see him everyday, but yet i never seem to have the strength to say what i want to say...he's kinda like my knight...but i think that he's never going to come and sweep me off my feet! :( i hate not knowing if they like you back, and asking him would send a voulernbility (can't spell) and i dont know if i could leave myself open to rejection! *sigh* i truely feel that these are the feelings of a mad man...well woman in my case :) only if i could be the world to him!