okay...to let you guys know what has been going on in my life. so ben is gone and i really miss him, and yesterday i had to deal with christine giving me orders, and then yesterday my cat got hit by a car and now i don't have my ice baby to cuttle with on bad days, and then today i got really burned and i am dehidarted so now i am fussy about ewverything and this ice thing is really killing me inside!