So...Last week was horrible. I've been living in a fairy tale world for the past month, and last week was my downslide. Man, I hate moodswings. Today is awesome though, even though I babysat all day, because I get to spend the night with Josh. Not only do I get to spend the night with him, he doens't have to be anywhere until 1:30pm tomorrow. I'm excited!!! I actually get to spend some 'quality' time with him. I've missed him soooooo much! It made me think a lot about when he leaves to go home, then when he leaves for Basic. But whe nhe leaves for basic, I get to think about the fact that I will be leaving for basic three weeks after him. Then after basic I'll get to see him. Not a lot, but better then nothing. Twenty weeks of AIT together in th esame place. I hope that we get stationed together after that...But we're not going to think about that right now.... So, hopefully Josh gets back here soon...He's out running. I should be out running, but I can't keep up with him. O well, I'm sooooo happy, and it's nice to have two people in this relationship, and seems like we're wanting the same things too....so it's all good, and I thank everyday that I have him in my life. He's sooooooooooooooooooooo amazing, and he makes me happier than I've ever been before. Thank you, Josh, for everything you do...and for being in my life! MUAH!!!