i HATE this. i do this every fucking time. get my hopes up so high & then get shot down. this is bullshit, i wanna be happy, is that SO wrong? There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok But that’s not what gets me What hurts the most Was being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you Is what I was tryin’ to do