lol so its my last hours before i leave.. mike is in my place waiting for bigC.. he's gonna pick us up for dinner then to go to the airport.. my last days have been fun.. met a lot of my frens that i havent seen for a while.. yesterday was kinda tiring.. packing and wrestling are soo not good to combine :s kevin and mike went to my place to help me packing.. we watched the same movie that i watched with bigC again.. then my indonesian fren came by for a while to give me their stuff that they want me to bring to indonesia. and then kevin and mike are like wrestling and all and they made me joined in and do things at me :s my hands are all sore now and its really tiring ~~ and then at nite mike went home and kevin was sleeping dead tired.. greg his bf then called him and we talked on the phone.. did some wrestling again and greg isnt even helping to try to stop kevin :s then kevin stayed over.. he's trying to cheer me up from the depression i had yesterday and meh i dont feel anything lol.. i think im just being blah and not feeling anything now.. yet today i finished all the packing and went to my fren's place to bring his stuff before i leave.. now im just gonna wait til bigC pick us up and go to the airport.. as for chris, i love u and well best fren *hugz* take care everyone and have a nice holiday :] i mite not be writting til june 15.. never know.. laterz :]