it was fun at first coz i had a fun time being with kevin and chris.. we had fun talk and all that and sudd the fukin jerk ass ray ruined my fukin day.. he was ugh.. i cant even talk about it again............ the poing is.. why is he being such an ass.. why does he have to make me feel pissed? he doesnt have life.. ugh.. fukin ass.. why does he have to make me feel my ass is bad too.. :p i need more people to lick my ass.. T__T;; anyways.. stop talking about crap.. ray is an asshole.. i mean think about this.. he know that im sorta going out with kevin and he was like all over kevin *purposely* in front of me.. fuk him.. i was gonna slap him everytime.. but i was trying to be so cool and ignore him coz i was in kevin's fav. place and i dont want him feel bad to go there and all.. yet later i stormed out of the store once ray went home.. -.- and well.. ray is an asshole.. he was like touching kevin *gag* and then saying loudly that hes gonna touch his dick or w/e *puke* and then he was like seeing if i even care and i dont even show that i care.. *evil laugh* tho i was actually really pissed off.. and kevin was like not any on my side.. he was ignoring ray i know but he was like playing along with ray anyways (.....................................) ugh.. i cant stand being like this....... i really cant...... i hate being like this kinda stupid guy.. i really need to go to kevin's place (other kevin who know about me and kevin and ray and other kevin's exs) he mite tell smth that make him realised that hes doing smth wrong.. or tell me that im doing smth wrong.. ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i need guidance for relationship...............