stop staring adn waitng for me to make a move, its not that big of a problem when i'm not speakng to you. i dont mean to be shallow but thats the price you pay for apathy and guess what i dont care. not enough to go around this month maybe the next one will be better although april they say is the crueliest and this is not that easy to understand but i hope that there is enough reason not to worry about me. i'll find myself the way i used to be and now i know that there is only a few things left for me to do today and i must keep my promise and the time i said i could have gave at the time but now i'm not sure i just want to "run home and hide under warm sheets"