the smell, smelled better before the battlefield, clear of war the taste, tasted way better then and now i want more. So it hasnt been the same and the smiles don't last but it'll someday get back to normal when i finally put before, into my past. why is it so hard to forget? i try to block it out , but it makes me think more of it and its the end result i get I remember when, i couldn't drop the smile always and never thinking about the what if to think about it now, my stomach drops and gets stiff Just coz of how good i once had it. i wish i could live back last year. i guess sunshine was my drug the people were the effects and the seasons were the sideeffects one to get you happy, one to get you high and one to crash on