today isnt a good day it all started when i went to bed last night i was tired, had a stuffy nose, wasnt sleeping in my own bed, and for some reason sad and emotional. well the some reason is a reason just wierd one....i didnt get why he wanted to leave so early, but we werent really doing much, and he said he was sick, but for some reason i was still upset. im achy i didnt sleep one bit last night, and the bit i did sleep was full of bad dreams. why do i get the crazy dreams...mmm sweet dreams is a wish yet to be fulfilled my jake. today isnt looking up to well either, its gray, i like the gray, not when im sorrowed because then it makes me feel gray and that sucks, if its gonnabe gray it can at least do us all a favor and rain... mmm the rain today isnt looking like its gonna be the best either...