Leave, no more tears for you to see

Listening to: The Woman Yell
Feeling: wretched
Today i baked a chocolate chip cake with chocolate icing. As I waited for the oven to pre-heat i poured the chocolate chip batter into the pan writing I *heart* Stephen,.. I'm such a dork. But a dork who loves Stephen ofcourse. I think, I hope hes the last guy i really love, cause this really hurts. And the most horrible part about it is that I have Chris on my hands this whole time, but i haven't been able to talk to him to dump him, yet. The cake is horrible, although my sister seems to like it. Lately it seems like i take, and say everything the wrong way. A girl in the neighborhood has been acting a little different as if shes mad at me. For a fact i know Chelsea is angry with me cause i 'gave her a dirty look' at a party, when i have never even been to a party with her. Oh well Nathan is by far my best friend. We went out when we didn't really know eachother so the relationship didn't really work out. Now, he is so easy to talk to, and i know hes listening. I thinks its easy to get a long with him cause hes a guy, and he usually doens't get moody and offensive. I always say how like Nathan is my bff guy and nowKacie and Alexis (2 bitches) always tell him that he is their bff n thay always ask him who he likes more, n he juss smiles, but he finaly he went 'i dont like neither of you Sara is my bff' ohhhh dis...lol Well i need to go work on my Social Studies Project. Love, `~Sara~`
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hey. Thanks and yeah i hate the silence.. its just things between him and i are very weird right now. But, i hope everything in your life is good. Anything thats not will get better. And you definitly need to break up with your bf if u like someone else. cuz thats sad for him. bye take care.
[Anonymous]
why thank you. i think im a pretty good writer myself. and so are you. i had that same situation of loving a guy and not being able to dump a boyfriend cause he was absent or something. kinda sucks. hope u have a happy ending unlike me.
[Anonymous]
From what I saw of you an nathan at the dance, I think he REALLY likes you sara. If stephen keeps being a dork then you should play "star wars" with Nathan;)
Nathan is pretty cool from what I know of him...I say go for it!!!
:O)
--Your Lover
kyle? that wears really tight pants? funny, i know a kyle like that.. what school do you go to by chance..?
-sara
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