well, as of right now miriah has a 80% chance of being prego.. and shes started gaining weight and cant fit in her clothes..in my last entry that i deleted cuz it was wrong, i stated that we didnt want this to happen and stuff. well i was wrong for saying that. neither one of us are regreting what is happening. i may have been a lil scared at first, but theres nothing i can do and i have to make the best of it. miriah doesnt need me all worried and stuff right now. so i have to be strong and help her as much as possible at this state cuz her emotions are so out of whack right now. so as it stands right now we are going to have this baby and we are doing it together. so no one try to talk us out of it. because we will just go off on you. we wanted this "eventually" to happen just not so soon. but hey, we got it and are going to stick with it. theone thing thats bothering us is what her dad is going to do when he finds out. we already know we have to find some place to go, cuz we arent going to be able to stay at home cuz our parents suck donkey balls. but i think rick is going to help us out on that. and i know in previous entries i have said i hate him, but right now he's the only one helping us get through it and offered to do what he can. and he told me he will be there for her when i cant be. i dont know where all our "friends" are on this but i dont kare. well thats all. gotta go. LATERS mike I LOVE YOU MIRAH!