angels cant stay in heaven

by knownstranger
Feeling: tortured
what wordsd can explain these emotions im distgusted with myself my lack of self control is bound to overtake me i need a savior i need deliverance-not captivity or protection i want a place to call my own-MY home. and that thought seems oh so hard to reach. all i can remember are days and nights when i understood that despite all the chaos and ruins i was someones child. and now ive become just a drifter... _____________________________________________ so this is christmas?
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This might help you.
Hey, this is [holdme] I got a new diary because of immature people that new my old one.

My Christmas isnt looking very joyful either. This isnt turning out to be a very good end of the year.
I hope it gets better in 2005.

Much love
yeah i guess this is christmas. im sad i didnt go to your christmas themed get together party fiesta thing. what about a martin luther king day one? (for lack of a better holiday) thank you for hte name references. merry christmas bel!
Haha...actually no I didnt know that you were amazingbel. haha..you learn something new everyday!

Well I hope you have a great Christmas too :)

MAYBE ILL GET TO GO SEE CONOR TOO! HAH! haha then we can share our orgasmic stories ;) god..if I actually saw conor in person I think id faint. Literally. My friend and I are thinking about calling him on the phone if we can stalker up his phone number :) haha. we are very strange.
Merry Christmas
there is a savior that u can have. ever heard the Christmas story? how about easter? well its all true i promise u. and if u feel that bad all u have to do is ask Jesus into ur life and mean it. read a Bible as well. i can promise u that when u do u will feel so much better! any questions? ask me.
[Anonymous]
funny..how WE now have ppl preaching to us about whats real or not huh..?

i hate. this procaz nation.
[Anonymous]
you are the rays in my sun
you are the sugar on my cupcake
you are the smile on my face.
you are amazing...
and you are beautiful.
and you are all mine.
-am
[Anonymous]
you are more than alive..
you are fucking. AMAZING.
[Anonymous]