sometimes i think that no one is listening and then i realize its because im not saying anything. so how can you listen? how can you hear this silence? someone once said that silence is deadly..and i agree...perfect for me. i know that somewhere in me there is strength, but i just dont know how to channel it right now at this moment. its like i just need to get away from everyone and everything around me so i can just focus on wuts important..and wut matters, but what are those things? i used to be so certain but now theres just a big question mark on every file in my mind. I like how dramatic im sounding lol. My weekend is completely plastered with work, im going to make so much money this weekend but im going to be so drained and tired by the end of it. good thing im not going to school on monday :) that is most definetly worth it. im going shopping in the cities with the girls and im digging the idea of me, my check book and a certain store by the name of "the afternoon" a poets dream... aw yes, those college kids will be home this weekend, again, im thankful for my jam packed work schedule because that means i wont have to come to church. that is a definite plus because i dont really feel like seeing some certain ppl who will be home. but they shall remain nameless. im so secretive ...but i bet you all know who im talking about. today is the day a girl was born who is ultimatley amazing. i bet you guys dont know this but she is destined for greatness....she will change history. happy birthday princess. -over and out-