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Listening to: silence
Feeling: beat
Well...school started back. I have a horrible semester to look forward to-Honors Biology-Honors Algebra 2-Honors English 2-and Phys Conditioning. The sad part is that I'm so outta shape that the worse class I'm gonna have is phys conditioning. (we started back Wednesday) Yesterday we had our little test to see what he expected of us through the year and oh crap did I do bad. I'm not gonna share how bad I did but let's just say BAD. I am horrible at running- I feel like I'm gonna die after a little while. I'm just REALLY outta shape. I've lately gained weight and it's really depressing..I don't like feeling like the fat kid( Please don't picture me as this real fat girl, I'm really not THAT bad) I guess you could say that I'm a little chubby. More chubby than I want to be though. With this class I should be able to at least lose some weight and with soccer starting I'll be having to do some more. I forgot to mention this at the first but we're out for snow today. It snowed some last nite so they called off school. That means no more 4 day weekend for my birthday now! That took away our last make up day for that weekend..dang it..All day I've just been lazy then I went with dad to go pick up mom at work. She decided to go in anyway, despite the weather. Then after that Nathan called. I decided not to do anything with him tonite because of the weather and possible freezing over the night. I was afraid of what my parents would say too. So I went to eat some fish with mom and dad. After that I watched "Reba" on tv ( I love that show) then talked to Nathan on the phone for a long time! We talked about a lot of stuff. I'm so afraid that this phys conditioning class is gonna come between us like my geometry class did before. Keep in mind I don't have a lot of self control while he does and he was always pushing me to do better like a wonderful bf should but of course little ole me wants to do it her way and learn the hard way. So I don't really listen to other people extremely well. We "rallied" eachothers points of view to eachother then decided it wasn't do either one of us good and quit. I guess I'll learn.. Dang it...just to add on to the night I'm talking to Andrea's new best friend online now. She's spending the nite with her tonite and got on her screen name. She said that they're doing the same things that Andrea would always do until I was replaced. ugh...It kinda makes me mad but more dissapointing. I know I seem jealous of her and I guess you could say that I am. Oh well...things will work out I suppose. This was a really long entry....Hope I didn't bore anyone by reading it..lol. I'll shut up though.Leave me nice ones!
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