well i just saw a picture of an old friend that i love very much and i realized how much it does hurt not to be a part of this persons life anymore and she just go on with her life but i'm so so so happy for her and her life is goin great from what i hear it's just weird how i'm not really in it anymore. it's not that we were dating or anything. we did like eachother alot. well i know i liked her alot but i didn't wanna waste her time. i don't know it's all wierd. well on a happier note i'm having a great day. i'm at my aunts right now and i'm writing some new songs. if you don't know about "the music" then you need to read my last entry and then you need to hear the music. we are recording a demo at a friends house soon and as soon as we are threw i would be more than happy to give anyone a copy for free cause this stuff is way way way way way way too great to sell. no number of dollars could ever amount to what this music means to me so i would rather just give it away because everyone deserves to hear this without having to dig into their wallets to pay for anything that should be heard for free. wow that was kinda long winded and whatnot. oh well. LATER! I LOVE YOU!