I love Dwayne's eyes. It was once the best thing about him. Dwayne was cute, but he was evil, he had no soul. He had...he had heart, but he didn't like to show it or let it be seen. But he loves. He loves now. He loves ME. And I still...have a place in my heart for him. And he is still SO special to me! I guess, idk Anyways, in then..there's T. I LOVE HER! I kinda think I do so much, though, because people were asses to her. But I kinda can't help like I treat her the SAME way. God, what kinda person AM I? Yet, I still find myself loving her. So what do I do Keep loving her er...? The other choice is going back to Dwayne. Which, he'd love. But..there's one more catch: I haven't told Dwayne about T. For various reasons. One, he'd have a FIT. Two, because if i did, he'd yell and scream and wouldn't believe me. And three, he'd hate her, he'd hate that I like a girl, and he'd "forbid" it, if not, he'd refuse to talk to me. But yeah... I can't possibly, EVER tell him about her. And anyway, he said something that really through me off. Something WAY out of character for him. He said (and I quote): "I love you. I wanna spend the rest of my life with you." One, Dwayne doesn't say "love" and he doesn't make more commitment than saying a week before a football/ basketball game that he's gonna watch it. Not him. Not in character. Anyways, love u guys..bbl. Gimme some advice! And if I EVER make a decision, I'll let you guys know.