So this weekend was pretty cool. friday night and saturday morning i hung out with cammie. And hooked up with Hayes. We had a lot of fun but some of it was very irresponsible i guess. Whatever. Its so wierd that everyone thinks of me as a member of the god squad. i guess its true.. my friends are pretty godly or whatever.. but i mean when im not around them im not exactly like that. its pretty sad that i cant tell my friends everything just cause im afraid they will talk about me or disown me or whatnot. i guess i just dont trust them enough. but im just not the prude type and i honestly dont want to be known as a god squad little angel for all of high school. that just wouldnt be me i guess. i dono. i guess i shhouldnt worry about it so much.