Feeling hurt. Feeling sorry for myself. Feeling like the sh*t that I believe myself to be. Nothing is mine and I am nothing in return. I feel? I no longer feel. The feeling no longer exists. If I feel, then what is this numbness that swells inside of me? I attempt to overcome and I worsen my situation. Esteem is at an all time low and I am falling, falling. I feel. I feel a funeral in my brain and the rotting decay of the funeral's wake. The putrid smell overwhelms me. I am sick. I am sick, therefore I must feel? Remember everyone, there is always some one you can talk to and always someone you can tell. Let it be a falling out, let it be rape. You should always tell the one you love exactly how you feel. Because you DO feel. Whether or not it is negative is not the important factor.... It is how you deal with this feeling. Please. Do yourself a favour. Talk. Because if you talk, someone will listen. Maybe you just need to speak a little clearer.....