[three]im doing whats best

Listening to: the news.
Feeling: experimental
so yeah i decided to delete all of my entrys...well not call but most of them..its something i do when i want to start over..i dont need anything to remind me of my stupid past...i just want to set things right yeah niggers |----------------| -What is your name?: Megan -Are you named after anyone?: no -What's your screename?: vas x deferens -Would you name a child of yours after you?: shit no -If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: Jesus -If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: Mikey -Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: not really..but it took eric vicors a long time to spell my name right. -Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: no..i have a cool last name |::Basics::| -Your gender:: female -Straight/Gay/Bi:: straight -Single?: not sure actually..long story..someone said that wanted to be with me but im not sure if that was implying that we should go out -If not, do you want to be?: huh? -Birthdate:: 01-06-89 -Your age:: 16 -Age you act:: dunno you tell me -Age you wish you were:: 21 -Your height:: 5'4 -Eye color:: grayish blue -Happy with it?: sure -Hair color:: brown/black -Happy with it?: dosent matter -Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty -Your living arrangement:: my room with the computer.is heaven -Your family:: asswipes -Have any pets?: dog skeeter -Whats your job?: hopefully goodwill soon :) -Piercings?: yep lip twice and ears -Tattoos?: star on my wrist.. -Obsessions?: makeup and music -Addictions?: nick.s loven -Do you speak another language?: not really a little bit of spanish -Have a favorite quote?: wudda hell -Do you have a webpage?: |::Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it::| -Do you live in the moment?: yes -Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: i cant stand some people..and if i cant stand you i.ll be really mean to you.. -Do you have any secrets?: maybe -Do you hate yourself?: does it matter..seriously -Do you like your handwriting?: it.s readable -Do you have any bad habits?: yes picking my nose and biting my nails..and always thinking something is wrong -What is the compliment you get from most people?: oh your hot..but fat..hahah jk -If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: flippin awesome bitchasses -What's your biggest fear?: bugs with long legs and clowns and being alone for the rest of my life -Can you sing?: YES ive been doing it all morning -Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: yeah...but just for fun -Are you a loner?: im to scared to be alone -What are your #1 priorities in life?: get a job/car/ged/and go to college -If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: haha i think im pretty awesome -Are you a daredevil?: hellz yeahz -Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: yes -Are you passive or agressive?: agressive -Do you have a journal?: yes -What is your greatest strength and weakness?: strength-to give up drugs and alcohol..weakness-nick.. -If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: to think more positive -Do you think you are emotionally strong?: not at all.. i cry tooo much -Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: im tired of regrets -Do you think life has been good so far?: could have bee better -What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: well ive learned alot..but i cant say its helped any -What do you like the most about your body?: my whole body is kinda cool..i got that chubby look going on -And least?: haha my double chin -Do you think you are good looking?: sure -Are you confident?: why not? -What is the fictional character you are most like?: spiderman -Are you perceived wrongly?: yeah..alot |::Do You...::| -Smoke?: quit -Do drugs?: quit -Read the newspaper?: not anymore -Pray?: wtf do you think this shit is nigga...church? -Go to church?: nah -Talk to strangers who IM you?: only when people im me first -Sleep with stuffed animals?: yeah my leopard ron jeremy -Take walks in the rain?: well i did last night with nick :) -Talk to people even though you hate them?: depends -Drive?: i can -Like to drive fast?: when i drive it is pretty fast |::Would or Have You Ever?::| -Liked your voice?: yeah i do -Hurt yourself?: not on purpose -Been out of the country?: nada -Eaten something that made other people sick?: haha yeah my own puke..but i just licked it -Been in love?: unfortunaly ive loved someone but never been in true love -Done drugs?: used to -Gone skinny dipping?: yea in a hot tub -Had a medical emergency?: yea -Had surgery?: yes -Ran away from home?: yes -Played strip poker?: nope -Gotten beaten up?: when i was like 7 -Beaten someone up?: all the time -Been picked on?: yea -Been on stage?: PERFECT NOTHING AND INTOTHESILENCE -Slept outdoors?: yea (jessica) -Thought about suicide?: yes -Pulled an all nighter?: yea -If yes, what is your record?: 2 days -Gone one day without food?: yea -Talked on the phone all night?: yea one time i talked a whole 8 hours on the phone with nick -Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yea -Slept all day?: yes Killed someone?: in my mind -Made out with a stranger?: no -Had sex with a stranger?: no -Thought you're going crazy?: omg yeah all the time -Kissed the same sex?: yes:( -Done anything sexual with the same sex?: yes -Been betrayed?: YES YES YES -Had a dream that came true?: yes -Broken the law?: lol yes -Met a famous person?: si -Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: yea -On purpose?: no -Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: yes a long time ago -Stolen anything?: yes -Been on radio/tv?: tv -Been in a mosh-pit?: i used to be all nu-metal and i was all about that shit -Had a nervous breakdown?: just recently -Bungee jumped?: nope -Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes |::Beliefs::| -Belive in life on other planets?: yes but its scary -Miracles?: yea -Astrology?: yea -Magic?: nope -God?: well i belive in jesus..cuz nick is jesus haha -Satan?: nope -Santa?: yes -Ghosts?: yes -Luck?: yes -Love at first sight?: yes i believe so :) -Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: yes -Witches?: yes -Easter bunny?: nope -Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: yea.. -Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: if there was wouldnt people already said theyve seen it? -Do you wish on stars?: yes |::Deep Theological Questions::| -Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: no -Do you think God has a gender?:i dont believe in god period -Do you believe in organized religion?: nope -Where do you think we go when we die?: no where |::Friends::| -Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: lots -Who is your best friend?: jessica nick and chelsea -Who's the one person that knows most about you?: sorry jess but id have to say chelsea -What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: shut up -Your favourite inside joke?: nintendo. -Thing you're picked on most about?: lazy eye...had surgery on it 2 times and my mustache.hahaha -Who's your longest known friend?: tiffany -Newest?: derek -Shyest?: nick -Funniest?: chelsea -Sweetest?: morgan -Closest?: jessica -Weirdest?: austin -Smartest?: matt mcgarrah -Ditziest?: mikey -Friends you miss being close to the most?: all of the kids from g-wood -Last person you talked to online?: austin -Who do you talk to most online?: maybe nick or morgan -Who are you on the phone with most?: nick -Who do you trust most?: jessica -Who listens to your problems?: chelsea -Who do you fight most with?: mikey -Who's the nicest?: derek -Who's the most outgoing?: lenny -Who's the best singer?: me haha -Who's on your shit-list?: nikki -Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: omg..never hahahhaha -Who's your second family?: the sy family -Do you always feel understood?: yea -Who's the loudest friend?: racheal -Do you trust others easily?: not really -Who's house were you last at?: haha nicks -Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: nicks cuz hes so nice and all that gay shit -Do your friends know you?: basically -Friend that lives farthest away:: punk nick-california |::Love and All That::| -Do you consider love a mistake?: not at all i consider it a gift -What do you find romantic?: grabing you and kissing you on the forehead..and hold hands walking in the rain -Turn-on?: nice smiles and kindness -Turn-off?: really horrible teeth and a bad personality -First kiss?: long ago. -If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: i would give them a chance if i wasnt taken -Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or goingout with them: yes..it would kinda help dont you think? -Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: no..i feel like if they like you enough they should ask you out -Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: yeah its happened -Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: all the time baby..well i know morgan does lol -What is best about the opposite sex?: well nothing..depends on who they are..i hate girls so yeah.. -What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: drama..basically everything -What's the last present someone gave you?: i dont remember -Are you in love?: not in love but ive got some love for someone haha -Do you consider your significant other hot?: aww yeah thats mah nigga poopies hehehe |::Who Was the Last Person...::| -That haunted you?: that shits scurry -You wanted to kill?: nikki -That you laughed at?: austin -That laughed at you?: dunno..someone could be makeing fun of me right now..who knows -That turned you on?: nick..talking about licking my butthole -You went shopping with?: i havent been shopping in a long time -That broke your heart?: well..im not going to talk about it -To disappoint you?: nathen -To ask you out?: haha wow..THESE QUESTIONS SUCK -To make you cry?: cant say -To brighten up your day?: no one yet..but nick makes me OH so happy -That you thought about?: lol nick -You saw a movie with?: nick -You talked to on the phone?: nick -You talked to through IM?: austin -You saw?: franz -You lost?: dustin |::Right This Moment...::| -Are you going out?: god damn it! -Will it be with your significant other?: maybe -Or some random person?: nah -What are you wearing right now?: shirt and pj pants -Body part you're touching right now:: belly :) -What are you worried about right now?: sleep -What book are you reading?: i dont read that much anymore -What's on your mousepad?: black -Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: bored.tired.loved.jessica.brian funshine -Are you bored?: yes. -Are you tired?: yes. -Are you talking to anyone online?: no its like 8:55 am everyones at school -Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: nah ok and enough of that shit..later players -Are you lonely or content?: -Are you listening to music?:
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Woah, kick-ass diary! =)
Blah, I don't see why people like to start over in their diaries...
you do that
[Anonymous]
*center* text goes right hurrr *center*

except instead of *, it's these buggers: <>

so there you go... and your background is hot. :)

[a.l.e.x.i.s]
[Anonymous]
haha i am thee 2nd family

jess
[Anonymous]
yeea except things fucked up with joe. i guess i shouldnt have expected it to go anywhere, nothing EVER does. =[

megan G.
[Anonymous]
Where do you insert the HTML?
[Anonymous]
Answer me, you miserable Sandinista!!!
[Anonymous]
You Sleep Too Fucking Much...
[Anonymous]
What HTML code did you use to put the button on your page?
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